craig, im not really used to making these kind of things... hehehe... bare with me as i try and give it a shot... i cannot find the right words to say to you... however i found replacements... "I used to dream of the special things that would mean so much to the heart but since i have met you, they come true everyday with you." "The love you have given me has made days brighter. The thought of loosing you will be the end of me, so let me love you." " Your love is like my own litte lighthouse: leading me home, making me feel safe and protecting me from danger." " If the days wont allow us to see each other memories will, and if my eyes cant see you, my heart will never forget you." " I would be lying if i said you stepped out of my dreams and into my life... my dreams were never this wonderful!!!" " It's rare to find a person who accepts you for what you are and make you feel good about being yourself. I want to thankyou for helping me find the best part of who i am and for letting me share it with you." "Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life... but me... I'd rather be your moon... why?...so i can shine on you during your darkest hour... when your sun isn't around." " Sometimes i write my name beside yours, coz i know we couldn't be together most of the time... atleast we could be as close as i want us to be... eventhough it's only on a paper." " It's wrong for me to say that i cant live without you coz i've lived my life before i knew you. So instead of saying that, I'd rather tell you this... I would live a better life if you're right by my side." " I keep on telling my friends about you... how you talk... how you laugh... how you've touched my life... and then they ask me "where can i find one just like that?" i smiled and said "sorry it the only one". " Distance may set us apart and it may never permit us to see each other. Yet no matter what happends bear in mind that in my heart, you will never lose your place." " having someone to remember is pleasing enough to the heart... it doesnt matter if you remember me once in a while, what matters is you're mine." " The greatest distance on earth is not north and south, it is when i am right in front of you and you do not know that I love you." MY MOST ROMANTIC THOUGHT OF YOU mmm... what do i think of when i'm not talking to you... there was this one time when i was in australia, you slipped into my mind in the middle of our break... then i started to imagine things... like what if you were really with me... what if you lived in Guam... what would be our daily routine...then this came into my mind... I'd probably wake up wrapped around your arms... sneaking out of bed to make our breakfast... getting your clothes ready... putting toothpaste on your toothbrush... preparing things for when you shower...then wake you up when everythings done... we go down... eat breakfast... then wait for you to shower...help you get dressed... walk you to your car...kiss you goodbye... wait for you at home... haha!!! i know it sounds so typical but to be honest i had never thought of things like this with my ex's... its kinda weird for me... hehe... IF COULD ONLY SPEND ONE DAY WITH YOU If only i could spend one day with you... i'd take you to this beach here...have lunch with you... talk to you about anything... watch the sunset... pull you to the water... kiss and hug you... and at night... lay down on the sand...look up at the stars and wait for falling stars until we fall asleep MY MOST EROTIC DREAM i know you wanted to hear this eversince thats why i included it haha!!! ok...mmm... where do i start... i have many... but let me think of which one's the most for awhile...mmm... ok... i just had this dream lately after we had that conversation about being my maid or driver haha... but since you mentioned mowing your parents lawn this came into my dreams... you were my gardener... i just fired my recent gardener and my garden was starting to look yucky... i asked Bon my assistant to go look for a new gardener... after going home one day i saw my garden... i stopped and looked at Bon and said "am i in the right house??? who did the garden it looks so nice..." Bon gave me a smile and said "thats not the only thing nice... the gardener himself has a nice butt too.." after 2 weeks: i was lying in bed i heard this noice from the garden... i walked to the window and looked down to see what was going on... i found you mowing the lawn... i started to watch you... i went downstairs wearing a 2 piece bathing suit...i sat on one of the chairs nearby... you stopped doing whatever it was you were doing and looked at me...i looked back at you and asked you what your name was...you just smiled and said "craig"... without taking off my sun glasses i watch you without looking in your direction...i got up... started walking... you watch me as i slowly slide in the pool... after a few laps.. i stopped and said... "so how long have you been watching me???" you went back to what you were doing without saying a word... i smiled as i begin to swim again... after a few mins... i got up.... i walked to your direction and stand dripping in front of you... slowly you look up at me "yes?" you asked... i stood there smiling... and said "hi! im Bianca... care to join me for a swim???" without hesitating you get up pull you shirt off... followed me to the pool... as you follow me to the pool i smile and tell myself... "whats going on B?" when we get to the pool... i sat on the stairs as you help yourself in... i asked you "so you're my new gardener huh???" you said "no i could also be your lifeguard" i laughed and and smiled at you... B: "no really whatelse do you do???" C:"really... if you want i could also help you with school im a teacher" B:"what are you doing mowing my lawn then" C: "i dont know"... i slide in the pool to join you i swim close you... closer to you i look at you... lifting my arms to put my hands on your shoulder... i said "how bout you save me now"... you grab my waiste pull me closer to you... you kiss me... i kiss you back... you start to pull the string from my top...sliding your fingers in my thighs spreading them... pulling me to you... my legs wrapped around your waiste... my arms around your neck... kissing you passionately... tilting my head as you kiss my neck... moving to my collar bone... going down my breast... sucking and cupping... you hold me in one arm as you take of your shorts...letting it float in the water with the rest of my suit... and make love to me... mmm babe thats about it... then i woke up... hehe BABE CRAIG... sorry if this page looks so ugly... i'm kinda in a rush doing this...i dont really have that much time to make you a real good looking page... not to mention i have to sneak out of the hospital to be with you... hehe!!! i dont usually do this... but with you... you make me do things i never thought i would... like sneak out of the hospital...have cyber in a cafe here in japan... and a lot of things... craig, since i met you everything seem to change... i am more inspired to do things... more jolly... i seem to take things seriously now... i dont know how it happened but it just did...you make me wanna be a better daughter, at first i though... fine if they dont want me... thats fine atleast i get to do whatever i want... now i wanna make things right... i wanna be good for them... and i have you to thank for that...bri said i changed alot since i've met you at first i didnt believe her.. i didnt notice the changes... before i would play around... messing around with other guys... making them fall for me and leave them empty handed... i was sick being played at...i wanted them to realize how it felt to be played... since i met you... i wanted to change... i stopped teasing guys... when i was in Australia i had to delete my emails everyday... i had letters there saying they miss me and that they wanna be with me... i'd reply and say let's see when i get back... after chatting with you... i was surprise to see my inbox with only your emails... i even forgot to log out one time and bri saw my emails... she said... "are yu inlove??? what are you doing keeping this guys email???" i dont know.... i wanted to keep it... read it over and over... lately, i found myself dissapointed whenever i check my email and dont find an email from you...the other day to be honest i did cry...i was hurt... i told myself that this was stupid... how do i expect a guy i've never seen to fall inlove with me and vise versa...but then i wanted to give it a try... i wanna be with you... eventhough i cant see you... i know time will come and we'll meet and i do wanna give it a try... craig, i am INLOVE with you... i may not say it whenever we chat... the "L" word is really sacred to me... but now that im sure about how i feel about you i wanna say it... I LOVE YOU... I LOVE YOU... I LOVE YOU....I LOVE YOU... I LOVE YOU... i mean it this time... i wanna be with you... i wanna give us a chance like you do... (if you do mean it =))hehe!!! anyways... i hope someday we'll meet... there's one thing i wanna promise you... i wont date anybody until i get the chance to be with you... and if that time comes... if things dont work out between us... then that'll be the only time i'll start dating someone... but if you find someone before then... go ahead... just let me know... i'll understand... but for now... you have me... I love you craig. Babe... i dont have much pic of you... dont you think this page would've looked better if we had a pic together... imna delete this after you've see it... your students might see it... o well... they'll be having more lustfull thoughts about their teacher... to bad he's taken... hahaha... love you